1、The Secret Life of American Teenager 1071Anne: Im gonna drop your sister off at school and hit the road. Youre sure youre OK talking to your dad alone?Amy: Yeah. I dont mind talking to him alone. I just mind him looking at me.Anne: You look fine. You dont even look that different.Amy: Im huge, and I
2、m gonna get more huge.Anne: Your dad loves you and so do I, and so does your sister. You dont have to go away. I dont mind asking your grandmother if you can stay with her. I dont even mind telling her why you want to stay with her, but you dont have to stay with her. You can stay here.Amy: You said
3、 I could go. You promised me.Anne: I know, but I cant imagine not seeing you every day, being with you through all this.Amy: I dont want you to see me like this. I just.I wanna do this all alone.Anne: But youre not alone.Ashley: Were alone. Anne: Finally.Amy: Moms been waiting for you. Youre gonna b
4、e late for school. Ashley: Yeah, at least Im not gonna be late for my period. Shes pregnant, I dont see why some good cant come of it. Why cant you make Dad come home and have him help?Amy: Im not even gonna be here, Ashley.Anne: I thought you two were getting along. Ashley: I thought you and Dad we
5、re getting along.Anne: Were talking about Amy.Ashley: Thats all we ever do is talk about Amy. Cant we talk about Dad for once?Anne: Your dad is the one who decided to leave.George: Why cant you mother clean out the coffeemaker? Dont do that, all right? Youve been crying for weeks. I just dont know h
6、ow this happened. I mean howd it happen, Amy? How is this possible? I guess I shouldve talked to you more about personal stuff, but you really think you wanna go away and live with your grandmother? I mean, you think thats the best thing? Was that your idea or your moms idea?Amy: I dont wanna stay h
7、ere, I dont wanna face everybody.George: What about Ben?Amy: I still wanna marry him, but mom still thinks its a bad idea. What do you think? Do you have any new thoughts on that?George: Maybe later when youre 30. Honey, everythings 我要送你妹妹去学校。你确定可以单独向爸爸坦白吗?是的,我不介意单独跟他说,我只是介意他盯着我。你看起来很好,和原来没什么差别。我很胖,
8、而且会越来越胖。你爸爸爱你,我和你妹妹也爱你,你不用离开家,我不介意问你祖母,你能不能住她那里,我甚至可以告诉她为什么你要住她那里,只是你不用和她住,你可以待在家。你说过我可以走,你答应过我。我知道,艾米,但我无法想象每天见不到你,我想陪你度过这个难关。我不想让你看见我这个样子。我只想独自一人承受。可你不是独自一人。我们都会独自一人。终于来了。妈妈一直在等你,你要迟到了。是啊,至少我的经期没迟到。不过这也许能带来些好事,为什么不叫爸爸回来帮忙?我不会待在家,艾希礼。我以为你们俩相处得很好。我还以为你和爸爸相处得很好呢。我们在说艾米。话题总是围着艾米转,就不能谈论爸爸一次?你爸爸已经决定离开了。
9、你妈妈怎么不把咖啡机洗干净?别这样好吗?你都哭了一星期了,我不知道这事怎么发生的,我是说你怎么做的?这怎么可能?我该早点跟你谈谈个人问题。不过,你真的愿意去跟你祖母住吗?我是说,你觉得这是最好的选择吗?这是你的意思还是你妈妈的意思?我不想待在这里,我不想面对大家。本怎么办?我还是想嫁给他,不过妈妈觉得这主意不好。你觉得呢?你有什么主意吗?The Secret Life of American Teenager 10713gonna be OK. These things happen, mainly when guys talk young girls into doing things th
10、ey shouldnt. Amy: Its not all his fault. I just let it happen.George: No, its his fault, he knew what he was doing. About this Ricky guy, you havent talked to him face to face.Amy: I dont want anything to do with that guy. Geog: Little late for that. After you have the child, then what?Amy: I cant t
11、hink about that right now, Daddy.George: You havent called me that in so long, baby. Maybe it really is time for me to come home.Mom: So, what are you gonna do?Ricky: Im not gonna do anything.Mom: Have you talked to her?Ricky: No, I havent talked to her. I dont wanna talk to her. I dont want anythin
12、g to do with her.Dad: Youve already had something to do with her, son.Ricky: You are not my dad.Dad: Youre right, Im not your dad, but Ive tried to be a good father to you, and now youre gonna be a father, so.what kind of father are you gonna be? Its time to have a conversation.Ricky: Im already lat
13、e, and dont you think if she wanted to talk to me, shed come talk to me? She knows where to find me, we have band together.Mom: So is she gonna stay in school?Ricky: How would I know? How could she stay in school?Mom: She does have that option.Ricky: Shes not gonna come to school when shes having a
14、baby. Cant you do something about that?Mom: What would you want me to do? I encourage teenage mothers to stay in school. I encourage you to take responsibility for whatever happens to this baby. Ricky: Not exactly the responsible type and neither is she, thus the baby.Leo: Any word yet? Were running
15、 out of time. We gotta get you to school.Ben: I havent heard anything yet. All I know is she wants to leave town.Leo: Its not that far away to grandmother house. We can drive up on the weekends and see Ames.Ben: She doesnt want us to see her or at least she doesnt want me to see her. Is that crazy,
16、or what?Leo: Shes scared, Ben. I mean shes scared and shes angry and shes overwhelmed. Do her and yourself a favor and go along with the plan, whatever it is. Of course, whatever it 或许再晚几年,到你 30 岁的时候。宝贝,一切都会好的。这种事常发生,多数是男孩让女孩做的,他们不该那样。这不全是他的错,我眼睁睁地让它发生了。不,这是他的错,他知道他在干什么。关于里奇,你没当面和他谈过。我不想和他扯上任何关系。太晚了
17、,你生下那个孩子,之后怎么办?现在我根本无法去想那事儿,爸爸。你好久没打电话给我了,宝贝,或许我真的该回家了。那么,你准备怎么办?我什么都不准备做。你和她谈过了吗?没有,我没和她谈过。我不想和她谈,我不想和她有任何关系。可你已经和她有关系了,孩子。你不是我的父亲。说得对,我不是,但我尽力当一个好父亲。而你将成为父亲了,那么你想成为哪种父亲?是时候谈谈了。我已经迟到了,而且你不觉得如果她想和我谈,她会来找我的吗?她知道怎么找到我,我们都在乐队。她还会继续上学吗?我怎么知道?她怎么继续上学?她当然可以继续上学。她不能再来上学了,她怀了孩子。你不能为此做些什么吗?你想让我做什么?我鼓励青少年妈妈继续
18、上学。我希望你能负起责任,不管孩子发生了什么事。这不是负责任的事情,不管对她还是对孩子。有音信吗?没时间了,该送你去学校了。还没有任何音信,我只知道她要离开本市。这里离她祖母家并不太远,我们可以周末开车去看艾米。她不想让我们去看她,至少她不想让我去。她疯了吗,还是怎么了?她害怕,本。我是说她害怕,愤怒,而且不The Secret Life of American Teenager 10712is probably gonna change over and over and over again.Ben: Its just not easy, thats all.Leo: What in li
19、fe is easy? Not much, thats what. Come on, we better get going. I know, you wanna stay home. Im pretty sure your mother would want you to go to school.Ben: I dont think she would.Leo: All right, stay home, as long as its for one day.Ben: You dont wanna stay home and hang out with me?Leo: No, cant do
20、, Id rather stay busy. Besides, Im pretty sure you dont have any intention of hanging around the house all day. Am I wrong? Call her, text her, do something. Let me know what happens. Amy: Im going to my grandmothers.Ben: I thought maybe your dad would say no.Amy: I think thats kinda up to me to dec
21、ide, dont you? Ben, you cant decide for me. I have to go. I cant stay.Ben: Stay with me, at my house. I mean just say youre going to your grandmothers, and live with me and my dad.Amy: I cant do that. I dont want you to see me, either.Ben: I have to see you. Ill die if I dont see you.Amy: OK, please
22、 dont say that. We both know youre not gonna die. It makes me feel like youre threatening to kill yourself over something.Ben: OK, one, “Ill feel really bad if I dont see you“ doesnt express my true feelings, and two, I think youre aware that when you lose a parent, it makes you value your own life,
23、 so I have no intention of offing myself.Amy: I totally just forgot about your mom. Say something, please? Ben: You really think going to your grandmothers is the only solution?Amy: No, I dont think there is any solution, but I do think itll make things easier. Ben, this isnt easy.Ben: What is? Not
24、much, thats what. Why is it going to be easier for people to see you after youve had the baby? Either way, they know, just dont care if they know, dont care. You can decide that, you know to not care what people think.Amy: Who doesnt care what people think?Ben: At least consider going back to school
25、. Ill be right there with you, holding your hand.Amy: I already told you I cant.Ben: Theyre a bunch of high school students.Amy: Ben, Im going to my grandmothers. You can come over tonight and say goodbye if you want. Ill probably leave in the morning.知所措,帮她和自己一个忙,不管怎样,按计划行事。当然,不管是什么计划,都可能一次又一次地变化。就
26、是说不会容易,就这样。生活中什么事容易了?没多少,这就是生活。好了,我们最好出发了。我知道你想待在家,我很确定你妈妈希望你去上学。我不这么认为。好吧,待在家,不过只能待一天。你不想和我一起待在家放松一下吗?不,我还是去忙吧。而且我敢肯定其实你并不想整天待在家。我说错了吗?给她打电话,发短信,做点事,让我知道情况。我要到祖母家去。我还以为你爸爸会不同意。我认为这该由我来决定,不是吗?本,你不能替我决定。我要离开,我待不下去。和我在一起,待在我家,你可以嘴上说你去祖母家,实际是来我家生活。我不能那样,我也不想让你见我。我必须见你,见不到你我就会死。行了,拜托别这么说。我们都知道你不会死。这让我感觉
27、你在拿自杀威胁我。首先, “见不到你我就感觉很糟糕” ,无法表达我真正的感受,其次,我想你知道,当失去父母中的一位,你就会重视自己的生命,所以我并不想自杀。我忘了你妈妈的事了。说点什么,拜托?你真的觉得去祖母家是唯一解决方法吗?不,我不觉得有什么解决方法,但我觉得这样能让事情简单点。本,这不是容易事。什么事简单?没多少,这就是生活。为何生了孩子后,人们看到你,你就不再感觉难受呢?不管哪种,他们都知道,别在乎他们知不知道,别在乎,你可以决定不去在乎别人怎么想。谁会不在乎别人怎么想?至少考虑一下回学校,我会拉着你的手,一直陪着你。我已经说过了,我做不到。他们只是一群高中生。The Secret L
28、ife of American Teenager 10712Ben: No. Thanks for asking, but I dont wanna say goodbye, because I dont want you to leave.Ricky: Im not in the mood to go to school today. Adrain: Sedlack will kill you if you dont make practice.Ricky: Im already missing practice, and I dont care about band. My life is
29、 falling apart. I need you, really. Just take a day off. Call in sick, stay in bed.Adrain: I have to turn in my English Lit paper. I worked really hard on it. Im not gonna get points taken off just cause I didnt turn it in on time. OK, Ill come back at lunch, after English Lit. You can stay, but I h
30、ave to go.Amy: What are you doing home?Ashley: Come on, you didnt think I was actually going to school, were parent-free. So, howd it go with Dad?Amy: I dont know. He cried, and I cried.and he wants to come home. Just because he says that does not mean shell let him. And arent you concerned youre go
31、nna get in trouble for ditching school? Guess I kinda lowered that bar.Ashley: Dont you think youre taking this whole thing a little too seriously? Its not like youre dying, youre just having a baby.Amy: Just? Just having a baby? I dont wanna have a baby. I just wanna be normal like everyone else. I
32、 wanna go to a normal school and be in the band and go to high school dances and fall in love and get married and then maybe have a baby. Ashley, promise me that you wont have sex until marriage. Please. Not one of your fake promises to Mom and Dad, a real promise. I dont want you to make the same m
33、istake I did. Ashley, just listen to me. You do not wanna have a baby. Not at 13. Ashley: Thats why I have the condoms.Amy: When did you even get condoms?Ashley: I dont know, right after I found out you were pregnant. Its not like theyre illegal, anyone can buy em. Why are you in such a bad mood thi
34、s morning? I thought it was because Dad was coming over, but thats obviously not it. Amy: Im not in a bad mood.Ashley: Yeah, youre right, youre in an angry mood. What, are you angry at that guy Ricky?Amy: No. Im just angry with myself.Ashley: God, how can you be angry with a guy who loves you despit
35、e the fact that youre pregnant by another guy? Well, its a step up from feeling sorry for yourself.本,我要去我祖母家。你可以今晚过来说再见,如果你想。我可能明天早上走。不,谢谢你的邀请,但我不会去,我不想说再见,因为我不想让你走。今天我没心情去学校。如果你不去练习,圣德勒会杀了你。我已经错过练习了,我不在乎乐队。我的生活乱七八糟,我需要你。真的,就请一天假。说你病了,然后待在床上。我必须交英语文学的论文。我辛苦写出来的,我可不想因为我没按时上交而被扣分,好吧,我午休时回来,上完英语文学课。你可以
36、在这待着,但我得走了。你怎么回家了?拜托,你不会以为我真的去上学了吧,家长都不在家。你和爸爸的谈话怎么样?我不知道,他哭了,我也哭了,然后他想搬回家。不过他说他回来,并不代表妈妈会让他回来。你不担心翘课会有麻烦吗?我想我不该管这些。你不觉得你把整件事看得太重了吗?又不是你要死了,只是要生孩子了。只是?只是要生孩子?我不想生孩子,我只想像其他人那样做普通人。我想去个普通学校,参加乐队,参加高中舞会,谈恋爱,结婚,然后可能生孩子。艾希礼,发誓你在婚前不会有性行为。拜托,不是你在爸爸妈妈面前发的那些假誓,真的承诺。我不想看你重蹈覆辙。艾希礼,听我说,你不会想 13 岁生孩子的。我可不想,所以我需要避
37、孕套。你什么时候有避孕套的?我不知道,在我发现你怀孕了以后,它们又不犯法,谁都可以买。为什么今早你心情这么差?我以为是因为爸爸要过来,看来显然不是。我没有心情差。对,你说的对,你是在生气。怎么了,你在生里奇的气吗?不,我只是生我自己的气。The Secret Life of American Teenager 10712Ricky: I didnt break in or anything, honest.George: Are you breaking in? I got a key. Whats your name? I recognize you.R: Dont you hit me,
38、if you hit me, Ill hit ya back, I swear.George: Why would I hit you? But if I started hitting you, I dont think I could stop. Cause I wanna kill you. But for one, I dont feel like going to prison for killing the likes of you, not that I couldnt get away with it, because believe me, people would unde
39、rstand. And two, I dont wanna lose any business for killing the likes of you, because Im the one who would end up paying for whatever happens here, which brings me to three, I wanna talk to you, so you listen up. I dont want you involved in anything that my daughter decides. Is that clear? You have
40、no part in the decision-making process whatsoever, and whatever decision Amy and her mother and I make, thats it. Thats the decision, not yours. You have nothing to say.Ricky: No, of course not. Its her baby.George: Dont be an idiot. Its your baby too, but youre not gonna have anything to do with it
41、, ever. If she wants to put it up for adoption youre gonna sign when you have to sign. And if she ends up keeping it, and she doesnt want you around, youre not around. But believe me, youre gonna pay for that baby for the rest of his or her life. You, not me. You. And that money doesnt entitle you t
42、o a thing. You give up all rights to anything and everything when you take advantage of an innocent 15-year-old girl.Ricky: I understand, and Im OK with all that.George: Sex doesnt just happen. Im a man, I know how hard it is to get a woman to have sex.Ricky: Why do you have a key to Adrians condo?G
43、eorge: Its not her condo, its her mothers condo. Im putting some new furniture in for her mother. I came by to measure a room not that its any of your business.Ricky: No, but I notice you feel comfortable here. Are you seeing Adrians mother? Youre the boyfriend?George: Lets just stick with the furni
44、ture story. What, you got a problem telling a little white lie, but you dont mind ruining my daughters life? Cause you ruined her life. You realize that, dont you? You ruined her life, her sisters life, her mothers life, and my life, not to mention the life of an innocent child.Ricky: I dont think I
45、ve ruined anybodys life.George: Why arent you at school?Ricky: Cause I dont feel like having people stare at me all day.天啊,你怎么可以生一个爱你的男孩的气,特别是你怀着另一个男孩的孩子?如果你能自责一下就有进步了。我可不是非法闯入,真的。你是闯进来的吗?我有钥匙。你叫什么名字?我觉得你眼熟。别想打我,如果你打我,我会还手的,我发誓。我干嘛打你?但一旦我开始揍你,就停不下来了。因为我想宰了你。但第一,我不想为杀了你这种人而进监狱,但我不会受到法律的制裁,因为相信我,人们会理解
46、的。第二,我不想因为杀了你而丢掉生意,因为你知道,无论发生了什么,我都得收拾烂摊子。这引出第三条,我想和你谈谈,你听好了,我不想你插手我女儿的决定,明白吗?你不能参与,不能决定任何事。不管艾米,她妈妈和我做了什么决定,就那样,就定下来了。和你无关,你不能干涉。不,当然不,那是她的孩子。别傻了,那也是你的孩子,但你不能介入此事,永远不能。如果她决定送去领养,该签字时你就去签字。如果她决定养这孩子,又不希望你在身边,你就离她远点,但相信我,你要为他或她的一辈子负责,是你,不是我,你。但抚养费你别想占分毫,当你想占一个15 岁纯洁少女的便宜时,你就已经放弃了所有权利。我明白,这一切我都没意见。做爱不
47、会就那么发生,我是个男人,我知道让一个女人上床有多难。你怎么会有艾利安家的钥匙?这不是她的公寓,这是她妈妈的,我为她妈妈送些新家具过来,只是来量个尺寸,这不关你的事。是的,但我觉得你对这儿很熟悉。你和艾利安的妈妈约会吗?你是她男朋友吗?还是用家具的事情解释吧。你不能接受一句善意的谎言,却宁愿毁了我女儿的生活,你毁了她的生活,知道吗?你毁了她的生活,她妹妹的生活,她母亲的生活和我的生活,更不用提那个还未出世的孩子。The Secret Life of American Teenager 10712George: So, what, you gonna drop out of school, th
48、en?Ricky: No, Im not dropping out. I cant just drop out of school. Id like to, but I cant.George: Why not? Why cant you drop out or go to another school? Amys gonna have to go to another school, why shouldnt you? Oh, thats right. Because people can see that shes having a baby, but you, you just get
49、to walk around like the worthless piece of trash that you are. You stay away from my daughter and you keep your mouth shut about me and Adrians mom. No one knows about that but me, her and Adrian, and now you.Grace: I wanted to apologize for the way I talked to you at that clinic. I still believe what I believe, but maybe I couldve handled the whole thing better. We can hav